On the level

I didn't post before going to sleep last night because I didn't know I was going to bed until moments before I was in said bed. Instead of the usual leisurely hour of warning and preparation, there were a scant two minutes to make the decision to log off.

Drawing and a bit of study did get done, but as I was going to bed I wondered to myself... when does the study stop? When will I reach a plateau that will tell me I've done enough training, enough practicing, and that it's time for me to start putting the pieces together to build something?

Lately these questions without answers have been cropping up. I don't know what to do with them, and every day the distance into my future I can see gets shorter and shorter. I don't know if it's better or worse that the exact date is still shrouded in mystery.